Paper CUT-Throat

Get out of hell free

2009-11-23T01:27:00.000-08:00

I really wish I had one of those. I really feel at times I'm in hell. Maybe I'm over exaggerating, but times are real tough right now. I can't find a job for shit, and I know this isn't the time to be picky and all but, I need every penny I can get. What I get for unemployment isn't enough to keep up with everything, you're probably thinking stop buying dumb shit, I have cut down, but I'm referring to things like my mortgage, cell phone and just helping my parents out. So until I find a job that will give me more than what unemployment has to offer I'm stuck in suspended animation. Other than that. If anyone finds a card that does exist, let me have it.

-Jeffrey Venting

Please Don't Go by Barcelona

2009-07-18T15:55:00.000-07:00

Kuroshio Sea - 2nd largest aquarium tank in the world from Jon Rawlinson on Vimeo.

You better go somewhere with that

2009-07-06T11:07:00.000-07:00

Since I'm waiting for my phone to finish

myspace survey
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. last beverage: Orange Juice
2. last phone call: Young L
3. last text message: The Butcher
4. last song you listened: ANIMAL COLLECTIVE - DAILY ROUTINE (PHASEONE REMIX)
5. last time you cried: When my aunt passed away

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. dated someone twice: Yes
7. been cheated on: Yes
8. kissed someone & regretted it: Yes
9. lost someone special: yes
10. been depressed: Yes
11. been drunk and threw up: All the time

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS
12. black
13. gray
14. purple.

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: Tons
16. Fallen out of love: No
17. Laughed until you cried: Yes
18. Met someone who changed you: No
19. Found out who your true friends were: I wouldn't really be shit without my crew
20. Found out someone was talking about you: Yes
21. Kissed anyone on your MYSPACE friend's list: Yes

GENERAL:
22. How many people on your Myspace friends list do you know in real life: 98%
24. Do you have any pets: Yes 10 of them
25. Do you want to change your name: No
26. What did you do for your last birthday: my 22nd had a party with Tony k
27. What time did you wake up today: 10
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: I was in pain, Flu
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: get back to work
30. Last time you saw your Mother: Last night before she left for work
31. What is one thing you wish you could be?: Taller (5'10) Healty, Successful
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Tommy yeah
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: being unemployed and no skrilla
35. Most visited webpage: Www.WeAreHalloway.Com ;)
37. Nicknames: Jeff, Jeff, Jeff,
38. In a relationship or single?: single
39. Zodiac sign: Virgo
40. He or She: He
41. Elementary: Brooktree
42. Middle School: Morrill
43. High school/College: Independence
44. Hair colour: Black
45. Long or short: short
46. Height: 5'7
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: Julia Vaugnh
48. What do you like about yourself?: My ability to fix almost anything
49. Piercings: thinking about getting my labret redone
50. Tattoos: 3 small ones
51. Righty or lefty: Righty

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: Slit wrist
53. First piercing: ears
54. First best friend: Justin the butt
55. First instrument you played: violin
56. First vacation: Hawaii
58. First pair of trainers: Nike

RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating: my spit
60. Drinking: my spit
61. I'm about to: upgrade my phone
62. Listening to: nothing
63. Waiting for: The darkside camping trip

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids? yeah 2 is koo
65. Get Married? 27 sounds right..
66. Career? Mechanical Engineer (Again)

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Lips
68. Hugs or kisses: Kisses
69. Shorter or taller: Shorter
70. Older or Younger: younger
71. Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous, but that aint me
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: arms
73. Sensitive or loud: loud
74. Hook-up or relationship: Hook ups if you both are having fun
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: yes
77. Drank hard liquor: yes
78. Lost glasses/contacts: yes
79. Sex on first date: no
80. Broken someone's heart: yes
81. Had your own heart broken: yes
82. Been arrested: yes
83. Turned someone down: all the time
84. Cried when someone died: Yes
85. Fallen for a friend: No i only have guy friends

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: Yes
87. Miracles: yes
88. Love at first sight: I think i felt it one time.. but NO
89. Heaven: yes
90. Santa Claus: no
91. Kiss on the first date: yes
92. Angels: yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
93. Had more than one bf/gf: yes
95. Did you sing today: no i havent murmured a word
96. Ever cheated on somebody: no
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go, and why: My Freshmen year and actually try in school
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relieve it, what would it be: Los Angeles weekend
99. Are you afraid of falling in love: yes
100. Posting this as 100 truths: No homo

It's not boasting,-

2009-06-25T17:59:00.002-07:00

If you can back it up

-WeAreHalloway.com

No One Ever Really Dies

2009-06-25T16:16:00.001-07:00

Love is watching someone die (repost)

2009-05-31T21:30:00.000-07:00

Death Cab for Cutie - What Sarah Said from tann on Vimeo.

I Love you Auntie Nena, You lived in paradise, you now have peace.

2009-05-29T13:17:00.000-07:00

I love the throwback vibe on this track. Perfect song for this perfect weather.

Thermometers cracked

2009-05-17T16:08:00.001-07:00

So back from a hiatus.
I guess it's time to put away the jackets and beanies, and bring out the beaters and ray-bans.

Summer is coming soon and San jose finally got a taste of it this weekend. Sun, sand, and tan lines - here’s a feel good video i stumbled across today.

Last Day Dream [HD] from Chris Milk on Vimeo.

PacMania Dart Event

2009-05-06T12:45:00.001-07:00

Pacmania Dart Event from Joe Navran on Vimeo.

We're all proud of you

2009-05-05T01:13:00.000-07:00

Fast and curious

2009-05-03T17:13:00.000-07:00

Been lounging around bed all day..

It's another sunny day in Califa.

2009-04-10T20:27:00.000-07:00

Okay not really.. The rains been doing its damage, and ive been trying to ride.. anyways.. my cousin Josh is here visiting from the navy so I've been hanging out with him lately. My cousin Brandon leaves for the Navy in less than a month.. sucks.. well Enjoy the sun when its out.. Wheelies comin' at cha

Pharrell Can't get Mcdonalds To Open Early

2009-03-24T20:27:00.000-07:00

True Friends

2009-03-19T00:31:00.000-07:00

Stab you in the front
You know who you are

I wish I could use that card

2009-03-18T22:46:00.001-07:00

Get better Auntie.

2 Years strong

2009-03-17T11:58:00.000-07:00

I'm that guy

2009-03-14T12:51:00.000-07:00

I find it difficult to single out and find just ONE word that best describes the gratification I get from untangling a mess of unanswered questions someone might have. I catch myself trying to answer questions that have yet to be asked… on a daily basis. with an abundance of random factoids and no ears to share them with

Halloway Camelbak

2009-03-12T18:24:00.000-07:00

-- On the move

My Bobcats

2009-03-10T16:31:00.000-07:00

Got my back like wings on a bat.

This is how we chill

'Til Infinite

Cinderella you girls from nothin' to somethin'

2009-03-10T14:11:00.000-07:00

Gold belt..huh..

2009-03-09T02:26:00.000-07:00

Pharrell Williams - Rob Dyrdek's Fantasy Factory - MTV Shows

When they say last call.. that don't mean the nights over

2009-03-08T16:33:00.000-07:00

San Mateo Azuli to Downtown San jose

So It's 2:36 AM

2009-03-06T02:35:00.000-08:00

And I was watching this music video with some headphones on and the first 3 mins (I think) hurt my fucking ears..

MUSIQ SOULCHILD "So Beautiful" Music Video from Alejandro Lalinde on Vimeo.

Oh yeah song is just ok..

It's nice when it rains-

2009-03-06T00:59:00.000-08:00

sometimes..

This unfortunately isn't one of those days.

So today.. (Thurs) is my aunts birthday, its been raining all week so far and today looked promising for sunshine. I checked the weather for San Jose and it says Cloudy but no rain for the rest of the day. I get my bike ready and decide to bike to my cousins house. I tell my cousin before hand that i'm gonna make my way that way. In route i received a text message from my cousin saying that Milpitas is raining cats, dogs, & men.. I start to feel the rain coming down and i asked him to pick me up.

Drenched from the rain.. what a day..

Be-

2009-03-05T13:44:00.001-08:00

Logical than emotional

Franco Shades.. You are the man

2009-03-04T15:16:00.000-08:00

The Threesome from Joe Navran on Vimeo.

Found these on Haight

2009-03-03T23:46:00.000-08:00

-- On the move

Franco Shades Video Doc. Las Vegas

2009-02-23T15:55:00.001-08:00

Las Vegas from Joe Navran on Vimeo.

Viva Viagra

2009-02-20T19:07:00.001-08:00

Just playing Viva Las Vegas. I'm now in vegas for my cousins 21st birthday

Tonight club excess. (sp?). But that's the plan see everyone Monday.

-- On the move

The Kickdrums - Just A Game

2009-02-17T19:21:00.000-08:00

I'm looking forward

JEM - YELLOW

2009-02-10T16:34:00.001-08:00

Yellow - Jem

Project

2009-02-04T01:31:00.000-08:00

-- On the move

Krung Thai

2009-01-29T14:36:00.001-08:00

-- On the move

British bulldog

2009-01-29T12:30:00.001-08:00

-- On the move

Body moving

2009-01-28T17:08:00.001-08:00

-- On the move

Savory chicken

2009-01-28T15:38:00.001-08:00

-- On the move

Just another Tuesday night

2009-01-28T03:01:00.001-08:00

-- Post From My iPhone

Be Careful What You Wish For-

2009-01-16T15:46:00.000-08:00

You Just might Get It

Everyone knows how bad I want to travel. I've been out of the state of Califa.. a few times, Nevada, Hawaii, Florida, Philippines, & the Bahamas. I'd love to see the world and even more. But this one is a little far-fetched.

Minutes ago my dad approached me telling me that my uncle in Florida is gonna move here. He then says. "There's no jobs in Florida for him, He wants to move here to find a job".

He then tells me, You're gonna fly to Florida to help him pack, and then you and him will drive back from Florida (to San Jose). My dad told me he would do it, but he's sure he'll get lost.

I honestly don't know what to think of it.

I May-

Get to leave Califa. to see Florida
Do what most people have not, go cross country
See other states along the way, Arizona, New Mexico, Texas, Louisana, Mississippi, Alabama, & Georgia.
Maybe see my cousin that lives in Texas. ( I haven't seen her since the 2nd grade)

I'm not gonna like-

The drive (3000+miles & take about a week to do.)
Away from the Homies

My uncle is certain he's gonna move here. The only thing that isn't sure is the date, and If my dad will go with me. This will be a great experience for me while i'm temporarily unemployed.

Snow Hoe

2009-01-13T00:39:00.000-08:00

First Family Trip of The Year

Objective.: My cousin Brandons going away party before he leaves for the Navy
Location.: Truckee

So over the weekend I took a trip up to the snow with some family and friends to Truckee, and I had a ton of fun. The first time I went snowboarding I sucked, didn't know how to stop or turn. So this time I put in more effort to learn.
Outcome.: A complete turn around, I now have the confidence to go down any hill.

The trip turned out great, no problems, no issues. Just lots of fun and we only just begun.

Chúc Mừng Năm Mới

2009-01-04T22:23:00.000-08:00

Anyways.. Happy new years you filthy animals. What a drive back from the city. Me Jory and Justin felt like we were on a world wide tour. Ok we only stopped at Lucky Chances to grab something to eat, but the whole ride home was a long drag. So let's map it out

Anyways.. Have a Safe and Great New Years... 2009 you bastards

Confusing

2009-01-04T17:16:00.000-08:00

Heart shape vinyl "For the Win"

2008-12-21T18:01:00.000-08:00

It's that time of the year.. Cold nights here I come..

What a month

2008-12-20T18:05:00.000-08:00

only 5 more days until "I cannot afford to shop for" Christmas..

G&E was at voodoo.. i didnt make it

Core Values

2008-12-13T16:52:00.000-08:00

Guys and Dolls

2008-12-12T14:16:00.000-08:00

I caught this on BBC one night and found it interesting,

"For some people finding a partner in life can be difficult. 10 years ago, a small factory in California began making alternative partners. This documentary talks about men and their dolls in a very interesting, unbiased and professional manner."

if you want to see the rest of the videos.. Youtube is your friend.. (search for Guy & Dolls)

Where will I be in 10 years?

2008-12-11T19:28:00.000-08:00

well you tell me?

Still in SJ of course

Puma 60th Bday In SF

2008-12-10T14:12:00.001-08:00

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Manic Mondays

2008-12-09T15:55:00.000-08:00

well sort of.. From Cali to Applebees, Cali to Wal Mart, Starbucks to Cali, Cali To Edgies, Edgies to the East Side.. Who has the case of the mondays? I do...

So my friends told me Jupiter and Venus were in conjunction with each other

"Some historians believe a similar conjunction of Jupiter and Venus in 2 BC may be the source of the star of Bethlehem story in the Bible."

but whatever.. anyways.. The two together with a crescent moon make a happy face in the sky.. It happened a long time ago.. Someday one day it will happen again.. the year 2052 to be exact.... so dont think you missed out entirely if you didn't see it..

We Dream The Dreams

2008-12-04T09:47:00.001-08:00

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What Im Brought Down To

2008-12-03T14:29:00.001-08:00

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Thanks for the Congrats

2008-12-02T21:14:00.000-08:00

So it's official....

What a year, after a long hiatus away from my friends I have now completed a full year with them. So on December 4th 2007, Jello posted a bulletin with this in it

So I decided to do it. I really don't know what I put in it because its been so long, but I will take a look see.. come the 4th..

so whats "official"? I have been single for a year now.

Taste Like It Smells

2008-11-30T21:06:00.001-08:00

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Happy

2008-11-27T00:59:00.001-08:00

Thanksgiving

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Check the Technique

2008-11-24T01:52:00.001-08:00

www.WeAreHalloway.com

http://www.myspace.com/wearehalloway

Job Offer #1 Yes nada part time sure shot

2008-11-21T14:01:00.001-08:00

Shot it down, why? because I don't want to be a part time working making not even half of what I was making. I honestly make more off of unemployment than what he had to offer, which by the way wasn't even a for sure job. How the hell am I going to say "yes" to a job that is gonna pay me "nada" and its only "part time", and it's not even a "sure shot". Sorry but unemployment sure sounds real good right now.

hows the book

So i looked at my horoscope today

2008-11-19T17:36:00.001-08:00

Wednesday, November 19
Look forward to an interesting chat, discussion or phone call today. Someone shares your interest in an ambitious career search. While you don't totally see eye to eye, the two of you may be able to help each other find the kinds of opportunities you are looking for.

Suzie Loves Rolos

2008-11-19T02:28:00.001-08:00

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Last Nights Fiasco

2008-11-16T22:15:00.001-08:00

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Did Some Cleaning

2008-11-16T20:39:00.001-08:00

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British Bulldogs House

2008-11-15T22:44:00.001-08:00

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2008-11-15T17:21:00.001-08:00

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Chop shop

2008-11-15T13:35:00.000-08:00

What a long boring week & it's only the last day of it.

So yesterday I didn't do much surprising on a Friday. Didn't drink or even reach downtown. On top of that the Lakers lost. Can't win em all. Anyways.. the night ended in 4 of us guys decided to go watch "Quantum of solace" which I recommend. I didn't get to see "Casino Royale" but I heard it was really good so I guess "QoS" was worth a look. Wish this was out at the time of Quarantine,(by the way I don't recommend you check out unless you are a veterinarian), that would've been good. So we all ended up hungry after the end of the movie and so yeah we went to IHOP... I had 3 pancakes that was all..

So "Quantum of Solace" I'll give it a 4/5.
Why? because I haven't seen a bond movie since Tomorrow never dies.

Oh yeah don't ever go to a midnight showing at Mercado. Especially if it's a movie that has a lot of technology.

Hopefully the week ends on something koo..

testing

2008-11-14T12:26:00.001-08:00

microphone check

The Job Song

2008-11-09T20:53:00.000-08:00

It's nice when it rains sometimes

2008-11-08T17:56:00.000-08:00

Burnt Offering - Blue Scholars

Guess who's back

2008-11-06T18:08:00.001-08:00

She cute

"It never rains, it only pours",

2008-11-05T13:24:00.000-08:00

Regardless of how light or strong the rain is, the damage is demoralizing the future generations.

Vodka Grove

2008-11-04T16:49:00.000-08:00

So I took a stroll where I've never been before.. "Where gangsta's and ballers take over the show.."

Pacific Grove
For those who don't know where that is, it's located inside Monterey.. Since the weather was real crappy today it didn't look totally like that picture. I worked on the roof all day and it looked a little like this

Oh yeah, today I became a first time voter..

Vote however you like

2008-11-03T14:46:00.001-08:00

So i'll be voting for the first time tomorrow..

If Pharrell can do it..

2008-11-03T08:54:00.000-08:00

Hey if Pharrell can wait 3 hours in line to vote, you can too..

Coldplay-z

2008-11-02T22:48:00.000-08:00

The Reverse Fix [Prod. By Mick Boogie & nVMe] - Mick Boogie & Terry Urban

Back in the day

2008-11-02T15:26:00.000-08:00

When we were kids we weren't wrapped up in what's cool and what's not.

Quick one

2008-10-29T20:36:00.001-07:00

What's brown and Rhymes with snoop?

Dr. Dre

3 stacks swagger jack?

2008-10-27T18:08:00.000-07:00

Regardless its a pretty dope song..

Showtime

2008-10-26T15:20:00.001-07:00

Very clever

2008-10-25T19:10:00.000-07:00

sensible video…it mentions all 4 of the issues goin on currenty….the war, the housing crisis, the economy and the election.

*These guys are still able to come together and stay true to what really matters.

Young L

2008-10-24T20:41:00.000-07:00

Some say this man, is the greatest man..

So my dad was always against us having a dog inside the house, which I had no problem with.

My dad said to me randomly one day.. "I want a grandson so I can take him fishing". With my sisters new dog I can tell my dad wants me to have a kid.. Yeah sounds crazy, this isn't the economy for any extra baggage right now. My dad treats the little dog like I'm guessing would be his future grandson. He takes him almost everywhere, he lets the dog sleeps with him, and he can't leave him alone for a bit. Lets rewind. I have a dog myself, he's 12 maybe 13 years old. He sleeps outside and thats pretty much it. My sisters Puppy gets the royal treatment. My dad talks to him well he talks to all the pets, but he has conversations and sings to him, he takes him on walks, (my dog rarely gets walked). anyways..

Don't worry I dont have plans on having a kid anytime soon.. and don't get any ideas..

I have no idea why i posted this.. i just felt like i should share..

I ate the same food everyday...

2008-10-24T18:17:00.000-07:00

A sales rep, an administration clerk, and the manager are walking to lunch when they find an antique oil lamp. They rub it and a Genie comes out.

The Genie says, "I'll give each of you just one wish."

"Me first! Me first!" says the admin clerk. "I want to be in the Bahamas, driving a speedboat, without a care in the world." Puff! She's gone.

"Me next! Me next!" says the sales rep. "I want to be in Hawaii, relaxing on the beach with my personal masseuse, an endless supply of Pina Coladas and the love of my life." Puff! He's gone.

"OK, you're up," the Genie says to the manager. The manager says, "I want those two back in the office after lunch."

Moral of the story
> Always let your boss have the first say.

Permanently dirty

2008-10-23T23:45:00.000-07:00

My hands... I can't take off all the grease.

I work my ass off and make nothing.. Is the money worth it?Nope.. 2 years and no vacation yet.

Sea N

2008-10-21T00:48:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday baby boy

Kidult

2008-10-19T22:26:00.000-07:00

People ask me about my shirt

Ask yourself - do you ever wonder why toys and shoes that came out over a decade ago, are being retroed today? We are the target market. We are kidults who can finally afford what we had written down on our Christmas wish lists.

Wisdom teeth still in place

2008-10-19T19:27:00.000-07:00

It's a long story which I'm tired of telling, so fuck it.

Anyways, I ran into Chad from NERD the other night, ok jp but I think he does look like him. So the other night we went to the Poleng lounge to celebrate Sean's and Anna's birthday. My summary, I had fun. We finished the night at Lucky Chances with some Topsilog.

Return time. 5am'ish

Anyways. my sister came home with another wiener dog, this time a boy one. If you didn't know my sister doesn't live at home anymore, but the new dog does.

Dog count. 3

My hands stink

2008-10-18T11:29:00.001-07:00

The 2 in the bottom..

So today I get my wisdom teeth pulled out. Today is also Princess' birthday and another reminder it is "birthday season". Today I guess I'll try and get my Costume finished and Celebrate Sean Paul and Ling-ling's birthday at the "Poleng Lounge".

I'm excited.

So the other day on the way home, I told Justin that this year has been going by pretty slow for me. It might not seem that way to you guys, but if you really think about it I haven't even kicked it with you the homies for a full year yet. That day comes in December. Anyways, everyone have a safe weekend, no DUI's, I can't drink for so long but that's one way to save money. Happy birthday to you bitches.

Dance for me

2008-10-17T15:50:00.000-07:00

Song Related

Hate it or love it?

2008-10-16T19:54:00.000-07:00

I like it i guess.. But i hate that voice box shit..
On this one he's actually rapping, I think this one will do better than the "love lockdown track, which didn't do as well as everyone thought it would, people just got tired of it too fast..

This is the next single off his album..

Found this song the other day

2008-10-16T16:23:00.000-07:00

Number 5 on the "Oasis" album

They-

2008-10-15T20:57:00.001-07:00

want you to think like what you ain't like,
and they want you to love what you can't like..

Kev Brown - Albany

2008-10-14T19:49:00.000-07:00

"The whole vibe was chill" - Kev Brown

A new career path

2008-10-14T17:17:00.000-07:00

Building Engineer for Equity Office Properties Trust
(Don't know? Wikipedia is your friend)
HR called me telling me they have my application.

Now to just wait for my interview with the vampire.

My pinay my mahal..

2008-10-12T14:12:00.000-07:00

Yeah he says that in the song

Rally

2008-10-12T12:43:00.000-07:00

I know it's cold.. but we need to be active.

It's all fun & games (worth the watch)

2008-10-09T19:02:00.000-07:00

New & Improved, Back and revised

2008-10-09T17:58:00.001-07:00

New resume

Yup I am looking for a new Job/Career. A different change of pace and type of work.

-Stationary engineer.

In response to the Universal Mind Control Video

2008-10-07T16:40:00.000-07:00

On the Bomb$hell blog they posted up the Universal Mind Control video.. This video actually has Pharrell featured in it, not the robot looking dude. So Here is another track off the album "Announcement". I'm not 100% but Common didn't want to be produced by Kanye on this album. That's why it has a different vibe to it. Google is your friend to find out who did produce it.

Common Feat. Pharrell - Announcement (New)
Uploaded by wonderful-life1989

I wish

2008-10-07T16:03:00.000-07:00

I was a little bit taller, about 5'10 to be exact.

I wish I was still in school, college that is. I honestly feel like my life was much easier when I was still in school making 8 dollars an hour. I'm not saying this to brag about how much I make. "Mo money, mo problems", now I'm stuck with bills bills bills, and bullshit. Truth is, work is slowing down, and it's hard to work when there is no work. I feel like I could make more on unemployment.

If worst comes to worst and I do get layed off, I'll go back to school. Yeah I have a degree and certification, but I think I want to be able to live the college life that I missed out on. I went to college for 3 years? But couldn't really experience it. I want to be able to make new friends, run into people my age, have study sessions, and especially have Fridays off. I want to be able to go out Thursday night and not worry about work or school the next day. I know it'll be hard going from making "X" to "K" amount of dollars.

Believe me the real world isn't what I thought it would be. I remember when I looked at the prices of fruit (keep in mind I never bought fruit in my life, I have it growing in my backyard) and freaked out.

Why am I talking all this crazy stuff.. it's be cause work is getting slow and I need to think of my worst case scenario. Make the best of a bad situation. I'm tryna find a new job. I like refrigeration, but I might have to do something else.

I'm speaking hypothetically of course..

Shout outs to 5dot73

2008-10-06T23:44:00.000-07:00

Things pass, and the best we can do is to let them really go away.

That is why it is so important (however painful it may be!) to destroy souvenirs, move, give lots of things away to orphanages, sell or donate the books you have at home. Everything in this visible world is a manifestation of the invisible world, of what is going on in our hearts – and getting rid of certain memories also means making some room for other memories to take their place.

Let things go. Release them. Detach yourself from them. Nobody plays this life with marked cards, so sometimes we win and sometimes we lose. Do not expect anything in return, do not expect your efforts to be appreciated, your genius to be discovered, your love to be understood. Stop turning on your emotional television to watch the same program over and over again, the one that shows how much you suffered from a certain loss: that is only poisoning you, nothing else.

Nothing is more dangerous than not accepting love relationships that are broken off, work that is promised but there is no starting date, decisions that are always put off waiting for the "ideal moment." Before a new chapter has begun, the old one has to be finished:

Tell yourself that what
has passed will never come back.
Remember that there was
a time when you could live without
that thing or that person------
Nothing is irreplaceable, a habit is not a need.

This may sound so obvious, it may even be difficult, but it is very important.

Closing cycles. Not because of pride, incapacity or arrogance, but simply because that no longer fits your life. Shut the door, change the record, clean the house, shake off the dust.

Stop being who you were, and change into who you are."

Words of wisdom

2008-10-05T19:17:00.000-07:00

Anyone got any? I'm getting my wisdom teeth pulled out, 2 of em... I didn't make an appointment yet but I eventually get them done soon.

I think i just had one of these moments

2008-10-05T03:07:00.000-07:00

except i didn't see her on the subway..

I never gave a fuck

2008-10-04T14:56:00.000-07:00

I never gave a fuck about what niggas thought about me, I mean I did, but like fuck it you know what I'm sayin'

They can't comprehend, or even come close to understanding him.
I guess if I was poor they would love me more.
I guess if I was simple in the mind everything would be fine.
Maybe if I was a jerk to girls, instead of being nice and speaking kind words.

Then maybe it would be okay to say then- I wasn't a good guy to being with..

It's nice when it rains sometimes

2008-10-04T02:48:00.001-07:00

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