I wish

I was a little bit taller, about 5'10 to be exact.

I wish I was still in school, college that is. I honestly feel like my life was much easier when I was still in school making 8 dollars an hour. I'm not saying this to brag about how much I make. "Mo money, mo problems", now I'm stuck with bills bills bills, and bullshit. Truth is, work is slowing down, and it's hard to work when there is no work. I feel like I could make more on unemployment.

If worst comes to worst and I do get layed off, I'll go back to school. Yeah I have a degree and certification, but I think I want to be able to live the college life that I missed out on. I went to college for 3 years? But couldn't really experience it. I want to be able to make new friends, run into people my age, have study sessions, and especially have Fridays off. I want to be able to go out Thursday night and not worry about work or school the next day. I know it'll be hard going from making "X" to "K" amount of dollars.

Believe me the real world isn't what I thought it would be. I remember when I looked at the prices of fruit (keep in mind I never bought fruit in my life, I have it growing in my backyard) and freaked out.

Why am I talking all this crazy stuff.. it's be cause work is getting slow and I need to think of my worst case scenario. Make the best of a bad situation. I'm tryna find a new job. I like refrigeration, but I might have to do something else.


I'm speaking hypothetically of course..