It's all fun & games (worth the watch)

New & Improved, Back and revised

New resume

Yup I am looking for a new Job/Career. A different change of pace and type of work.

-Stationary engineer.

In response to the Universal Mind Control Video

On the Bomb$hell blog they posted up the Universal Mind Control video.. This video actually has Pharrell featured in it, not the robot looking dude. So Here is another track off the album "Announcement". I'm not 100% but Common didn't want to be produced by Kanye on this album. That's why it has a different vibe to it. Google is your friend to find out who did produce it.

Common Feat. Pharrell - Announcement (New)
Uploaded by wonderful-life1989

I wish

I was a little bit taller, about 5'10 to be exact.

I wish I was still in school, college that is. I honestly feel like my life was much easier when I was still in school making 8 dollars an hour. I'm not saying this to brag about how much I make. "Mo money, mo problems", now I'm stuck with bills bills bills, and bullshit. Truth is, work is slowing down, and it's hard to work when there is no work. I feel like I could make more on unemployment.

If worst comes to worst and I do get layed off, I'll go back to school. Yeah I have a degree and certification, but I think I want to be able to live the college life that I missed out on. I went to college for 3 years? But couldn't really experience it. I want to be able to make new friends, run into people my age, have study sessions, and especially have Fridays off. I want to be able to go out Thursday night and not worry about work or school the next day. I know it'll be hard going from making "X" to "K" amount of dollars.

Believe me the real world isn't what I thought it would be. I remember when I looked at the prices of fruit (keep in mind I never bought fruit in my life, I have it growing in my backyard) and freaked out.

Why am I talking all this crazy stuff.. it's be cause work is getting slow and I need to think of my worst case scenario. Make the best of a bad situation. I'm tryna find a new job. I like refrigeration, but I might have to do something else.


I'm speaking hypothetically of course..

Shout outs to 5dot73

Things pass, and the best we can do is to let them really go away.

That is why it is so important (however painful it may be!) to destroy souvenirs, move, give lots of things away to orphanages, sell or donate the books you have at home. Everything in this visible world is a manifestation of the invisible world, of what is going on in our hearts – and getting rid of certain memories also means making some room for other memories to take their place.

Let things go. Release them. Detach yourself from them. Nobody plays this life with marked cards, so sometimes we win and sometimes we lose. Do not expect anything in return, do not expect your efforts to be appreciated, your genius to be discovered, your love to be understood. Stop turning on your emotional television to watch the same program over and over again, the one that shows how much you suffered from a certain loss: that is only poisoning you, nothing else.

Nothing is more dangerous than not accepting love relationships that are broken off, work that is promised but there is no starting date, decisions that are always put off waiting for the "ideal moment." Before a new chapter has begun, the old one has to be finished:

Tell yourself that what
has passed will never come back.
Remember that there was
a time when you could live without
that thing or that person------
Nothing is irreplaceable, a habit is not a need.

This may sound so obvious, it may even be difficult, but it is very important.

Closing cycles. Not because of pride, incapacity or arrogance, but simply because that no longer fits your life. Shut the door, change the record, clean the house, shake off the dust.

Stop being who you were, and change into who you are."